feel better already

it must have just been hormones or stress from a long day. today has been much better with no sad face or lamenting that i have no friends. i spent the day studying, cleaning, and inviting. we are having a housewarming party the end of next month and i sent out my invitations today. that is what really made me feel better because the first person who responded said she could come. no one wants to have a party where the guests do not attend. i have yet to have one of those but i am always worried that this time people will have something better to do. i invited a few family members, some friends, out of town friends, and the people at work. it should be an entertaining event.
at least i know people do like me. larissa called today to see how i was doing. it made me feel so good i talked until her phone died and we got cut off. i spent the next hour worrying that now she does not have a phone to call if the baby comes. then i remembered that the people across the hall are friends of her and andy. the week looks promising. i am hopeful.