summer time now

it is quite obvious to me now why i always try to stay busy. at 3am i am still reading the true-crime novel, wandering the house in search of food and pointedly not sleeping. how is it that a job or morning classes can regulate my sleep so effectively? or is it that i am simply revolting against the weeks of hard work to finish 4 papers and 3 final essays? at least there are no more nazi books beside the bed, joshua is happy for that.
tomorrow i plan to begin a few weeks of domestic bliss involving at least one dinner party and much packing for the move across the street. actually it is through the back yard and across the street. i also hope to finish at least one hastily begun craft project, possibly even start more. larissa is a great craft buddy and i think we will be working on several projects together in the coming months. she sews, crochets, and knows how to use joshua's tools. i want to make floating shelves for the walls and i am afraid that i will cut off a finger with the jig saw. it may be time to get over this fear. but not right now.