not on vacation

so i have not been much in the mood for posting these last few days. we were supposed to go on vacation to the grand tetons this week and last minute changes had to be made for work. i was not too terribly upset about it but joshua has been taking it very hard. he has been unbearable the last few days. he works long hours, comes home demanding food, and then reads or sits in front on the computer. now i love this man dearly but lately i want to strangle him. he called today and i was so upset that all i could do was rant about all of the stuff he wanted me to do for him. it really was not all that much but i sort of blew it out of wack so that i looked better. it is not that i like being mad or fighting with him, but lately all i seem to do is demand that he offer more. i am going to try to be nicer to him tonight and see if maybe he is just feeling the same way. this has been a rough time for us and we should not fight simply because life has dealt us a few blows.