have baby, will travel

joshua spent most of the day with baby and me. towards the end he asked, "has she been this way all week?" "worse," i answered. now he understands. my wrists hurt again from carrying her. i am looking to pick up one of those soft backpack carriers so that i can get on with my days. larissa let me try hers and it worked wonderfully. now to find one. i know i won't in this town. we may head to kc tomorrow. i am about to lose my mind. on a positive note, she is attempting to crawl again. it is quite adorable and i may record it.